Holding Down the Fort

My husband went back to work full time about a month or so ago, however this required him to work out of town. He was supposed to be back tomorrow night. He just called to tell me it will be another two weeks before he returns home. I know how badly we need that money. I am just so disappointed. My son's eleventh birthday is tomorrow and we are having a smallish family party for him. The big surprise was going to be hubby, now that is not going to happen. I am being supportive and not letting my husband know how much this news upsets me. I am being responsible, paying the bills, holding the fort down while he is gone so that he doesn't have to worry about me or the boys and can just concentrate on getting his work done. I was looking forward to his arrival and I have to say I feel very let down. It is very lonely when he is gone. I almost feel somewhat disconnected because he has been gone for so long. I am not coping with this very well.